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Pastimes

by Baseball Gregg

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1.
Montese 03:41
And as I keep getting old Slowly all the things unfold upon my sight It’s blinding me - it’s summertime Reality renders as I descend Braking and slowing down Because my fear of death Won’t let me get up from my saddle when When better days They'll lie ahead Cause I lie on my bed And all my lies in my head As always And if someday you will need to cry Harsh winds they’ll freeze and dry Cold diamonds in your eyes These ancient tears of wintertime Through perfect cuts we can look ahead To after we’re all dead And in the end it’s fine Now please lay me down and I’ll rest in time And better days Do lie ahead As I lie on my bed And all my lies in my head As always
2.
Nevertheless 03:28
Summer’s now in bloom Fear of getting older way to soon Dancing by the moon As the sunrise as always comes Going back to our park Looking for that small bench where it all starts Among plants and trees It is close but it's not quite the same If these flowers grow let them grow Earth is yours earth is mine I don't want to live alone Let alone the weekends when It’s warm outside Think I got some mosquitos in my eye But I love you nevertheless But I love you nevertheless Lose me in your pockets Labyrinth of sonnets never read By anyone but me As I binge read constantly your dreams Reading Joan again “World is pretty messy,” she might say Feeling up today And still feels close but not quite… If these flowers grow let them grow Earth is yours earth is mine I don't want to live alone Let alone the weekends when It’s warm outside Think I got some mosquitos in my eye But I love you nevertheless But I love you nevertheless
3.
Meet on the screen while chasing fire Your picture fills me with desire It’d be so nice if you liked me too You say “I’d like to meet you” We go near your house to get coffee Go back to your bed and get sloppy We do what feels right Being real tonight Parrots and the park in your husband’s car City lights like stars There’s always something new that you’d like to do That’s what I like about you I spend a whole week at your place Hop on a plane to fly away Babe hold on tight 'cause I might be a while Remember me with a smile Blue-eyed bubble bath in cilantro grass Must be heaven at last There’s always something new that you’d like to do That’s what I like about you
4.
I feel nothing from the sound Simply definition bound Poetry nor prose Pull the thorns out with the rose These new words sound so clinical and cold Feeling so timid where I used to feel bold Avoiding the void as I keep Biting my tongue Biting my tongue Stop - playback and rewind They’re playing games with my mind Minds I cannot read Nevermind, never sincere Braving new worlds - I look so cynic and closed Feeling so timid where I used to feel bold Staring the void as I keep Biting my tongue Biting my tongue Stop - I need a full reset These days I’ve been really upset Russo-ukrainian war Getting rid of canker sores Exploring new worlds - they are identical to home Feeling so timid where I used to feel bold Loving the void as I keep Biting my tongue Biting my tongue Biting my tongue Biting my tongue She's biting her fingernails Picking her skin all night Pull hair side to side Distressful thoughts And dark feelings of unease Biting my tongue And I bite it so long that blood Flows into my mouth A brand new type of mouthwash Sensing new pains - as I forget the old ones Feeling so timid where I used to feel bold Embracing the void as I keep Biting my tongue Biting my tongue Biting my tongue Biting my tongue
5.
Past Times 03:42
Please be by my side Or otherwise I’ll cause a mess One of these days you will see Laying down in the grass Another moment of the past That has led me where I am And I have never been older Or been younger Than I am Today with you And I don't wanna see you no more please I just wanna feel like before Cause I don't wanna see you no more For God's sake, please please, no more Pastimes are past times Bid adieu to your girlish days Love’s unhappy when love’s away Let bygones be bygones Emoji means emoticon? So ;( sad emoji with a tear And since then we're all floating in space So many thoughts have been lost in this maze Still, I beg peace As we confront this mess And I don't wanna see you no more please I just wanna feel like before Cause I don't wanna see you no more For God's sake, please please, no more
6.
Sylvia Beach 04:31
You cannot please everyone Sylvia get your job done You have slept a week by now Sun will still rise anyhow Even if there’s not a point Get up it won’t disappoint you – maybe Certain days I feel alone Like that night in Houston When I came to understand All good things come to an end After all that fun and laughs Time for me to come back - sadly You must make your parents proud Pave the way and don't look back Let me whisper that out loud One more week and I will crack Till I come back Will I stop feeling so bad This sore throat it drives me mad Will I remember this pain Or will I forget it As it always happens I’ll erase this suffering - sadly You must make your parents proud Pave the way and don't look back Let me whisper that out loud One more week and I will crack Till I come back You must make your parents proud Pave the way and don't look back Let me whisper that out loud One more week and I will crack Till I come back
7.
Onlyfans 02:08
I know nothing is free I pay a fee to see Show your world to me You’re online every night Show me your delight I wanna stream you in my room Baby - tell me what’s your price One look of your supple skin i forget I’ll never kiss your lips You want to know how we met A two minute clip for free The rest is destiny I want to su/bscribe right The package with the best price 50 dollars more and I can text you anytime I like One look of your supple skin I forget I’ll never kiss your lips
8.
Holobiont 02:03
One million things happening Inside of me as we speak I can't help but see Every part of this city I call me As I fret I’m unconsciously gasping for breath Without thinking I am holding my pee All gets blurry - I am suddenly free We only have two minutes to live but Every breath we take We restart the countdown And if I’m ever taking a break I’ll be ok: you have to trust the process I am looking out from the Windows of my house Still I cannot help but see That you’re looking back at me Fright or desire Just your gaze lights up my fire Through the glass we are meant to be Still my heart gasps endlessly We only have two minutes to live but Every breath we take We restart the countdown And if I’m ever taking a break I’ll be ok: you have to trust the process
9.
luv 2 b 01:18
I love to be Whenever you will be Together, my love I love to be Wherever you will be Together, my love I love to be Whenever you will be Together, my love I love to be Wherever you will be Together, my love
10.
If I do pretend And keep my arms still Will you be able to tell me Whether I’m a statue or a calm living being I’ll dive off my trampoline Causing ocean waves of tiny balloons You’re a spoon, which collects them and ignites While the colors they catch fire I’ll open my iTunes Need to listen to "Last Nite" When I was 9 - olympic white The Strokes releasing "Is This It" I go to school (frightened as hell) Since I saw the Twin Towers falling While was playing with my friend Then that old friend of mine had his hair dyed Took a bad turn, never saw him until now Used to play with Mini 4WD's with him As New York was catching fire What I remind What I forget: 20 years, 4 months since then All things must pass, memories last Did they put "New York City Cops" back On the U.S.’ tracklist?
11.
Sottovoce 02:57
I’d rather understand why You always disappear As the summer fades, and I I try to persevere Another year is going away Yet I am still insincere Is it my only chance to sway Or am I a souvenir? And when nostalgia of the future hits As I crack some leaves walking outdoor last December In green grass What a splendour I can’t understand what I’m living through Or am i supposed to Fake it till i make it - so are you When our life is over nothing’s changed but we still had a ride I don't care about the lyrics I'ma say whatever rhymes I’m still not understanding why I want to disappear 22 years old trapped inside A pickled livered queer Another week counting the days Wait for time to pass The calendar that never ends A cardboard meant to last Face the black hole of the past As I crack a beer Hiding indoors from the sun On the couch I’m having fun I can’t understand what I’m living through Or am i supposed to Fake it till i make it - so are you When our life is over nothing’s changed but we still had a ride I don't care about the lyrics I'ma say whatever rhymes
12.
irl 02:11
It's a quiet morning I should definitely take a poop Before noon It’s almost noon, actually I never get to do things When I am awake Cause when I dream I often dream of things I never get to do irl, irl When i get to dream things I never dream about light (cause I am scared of it) When I think of light I always think of darkness During the night I like the night cause there’s no light I like the night cause there’s no light I like the night cause there’s no light I like the night cause there’s no light I like the night cause there’s no light I like the night a lot
13.
Shred 02:39
Shred your letters in the machine Wash away memories that they’ll never read Insurance claims and credit card fees Boring things remind them how hard living can be They stick around a couple of weeks Clean the life out from the room where you used to sleep Wipe the dust that you used to be Landlord says they’ve gotta leave the place looking neat Not even Homer's Ulysses can last through the end of time, so What made us believe our love story ever stood a chance? Stubborn young arrogance Clear the message from your machine It’s been 15 years since they’ve seen one of these Love letters written by me Buried underneath a stack of your magazines All those things that you meant to me You made living life just a bit more easy They see my name written in green Right before I’m eaten by those sharp metal teeth Not even Joyce’s Ulysses will last through the end of time so What made us believe our love story ever stood a chance? Stubborn young arrogance
14.
Biology 04:06
Hoping that a truck comes crashing through my walls That I am mauled Over in a second without any pain It's easier that way Today is my last day 30 little suns all rising in a row I feel the glow Warming up my summer skin I wanna know If I am still alive Have tires closed my eyes? Do as I please A falsity I'm far from free Tell me how to make you scream The same head With different dreams Biology Being bad, it worries me Record my monstrosity And make it free For all to see Create what I criticize Ritualize For now, this power's mine Fuck you till you die Do as I please A falsity I'm far from free Tell me how to make you scream The same head With different dreams Biology Being bad, it worries me Do as I please A falsity I'm far from free Tell me how to make you scream The same head With different dreams Biology Being bad, it worries me
15.
Running so fast can’t stay on my feet Dodging these questions hurled at me “Do you feel OK?” Vision is fragmented and incomplete I feel so weak, can I take a seat? I’m sorry I can’t stay The only way we really live is free I don’t wanna wait and see This could start inside of me All of the ways I define me Are all dependent on the greed The spectre and spectee Drift in an ever-shifting sea How long till these cold waters start to freeze? I’ll take you down with me The only way we really live is free I don’t wanna wait and see This could start inside of me I don’t wanna wait and see This could start inside of me
16.
Si je me lève toujours tard Et tu parts, tu t’en va Tu restes loin des jours entiers En Sicile, tu rentres pas Puis tu m’appelle L’angoisse non plus Ce qui reste c’est ma hâte de venir Ai-je le temps de mourir restant vivant ? Je vis seul dans ces jours Le voisin fait du bruit Le matin tôt s’en va Et le lit, je le fais plus J’ai lu peu dans ces jours, De ces livres de la bibliothèque. Je dois apprendre à rester seul Pendant un petit temps Si je me lève toujours tard Et tu parts, tu t’en va Tu restes loin des jours entiers En Sicile, tu rentres pas Puis tu m’appelle L’angoisse non plus Ce qui reste c’est ma hâte de venir Ai-je le temps de mourir restant vivant ? Je vis seul dans ces jours Le voisin fait du bruit Le matin tôt s’en va Et le lit, je le fais plus J’ai lu peu dans ces jours, De ces livres de la bibliothèque. Je dois apprendre à rester seul Pendant un petit temps
17.
Bare black trees and lonely chimneys Far as the eye can see Empty landscape of scorched up memories Where my home used to be I can’t see the lights of the town There are no trees on the ridge Granite vertebrae of my home The marrow of my bones Bare black trees and lonely chimneys Far as the eye can see Empty landscape of scorched up memories Where my home used to be Smoke and ash descend on the valley A month of nothing but night Fauna running from the inferno Nowhere’s been spared from the blight
18.
Lake Geneva 03:58
If I told you that I miss you Would you call me for a talk I’ve become a wretched creature Giving life to my dark thoughts If I ever get to kiss you Will it break my fragile heart? Consequences of my actions Early death tears us apart And I fall for you Without wanting too some secret things to do It's cruel ‘cause I’m so far away from you How does it feel? We don’t exist Our Lake Geneva Is covered in mist You’re safe and sound When I’m not around Chasing you through melting ice caps Shadows of my sinful soul Board a boat of drifting dreamers Warn them of the tides dark pull And I fall for you Without wanting too Some secret things to do It's cruel ‘cause I’m so far away from you And I fall for you Without wanting too some secret things to do It's cruel ‘cause I’m so far away from you How does it feel? We don’t exist Our Lake Geneva Is covered in mist You’re safe and sound When I’m not around How does it feel? We don’t exist Our Lake Geneva Is covered in mist You’re safe and sound When I’m not around
19.
Gone Deaf 03:02
I don't want to know If your garden grows I just want to glow Night time in the rain Do you feel the pain As a neon sign I light those desert streets And no one cares As a tiny radio’s playing "Live forever" by Oasis We see things they'll never see I just want to fly I don't wanna die As I cross the sky I have lost my ear On the Atlantic sea Will you hear for me? Can’t hear those louder sounds And no one cares As a tiny radio’s playing "Live forever" by Oasis Maybe you are the same as me Afraid of not existing after death How should i cope with that? Leaning forward to see over myself And on thin ice, you whispered "Look before you leap" But it’s too late There’s nothing left Cause I’ve gone deaf I don't want to know If your garden grows I just want to glow I’ll be a neon light Brighten the night As a tiny radio’s playing "Live forever" by Oasis
20.
Better Days 03:57
A life designed for fun While time waits to be born Among a smoking gun I close my eyes to dream A world beyond you and me But I cannot see anything Thirty spins around the sun I feel like I am almost done Thirty spins around the sun I am done I thought I might be bright Enough to give you all sight To help you see how I see I tried to be the sun I tried to force everyone To run their laps around me Thirty spins around the sun I feel like I am almost done Thirty spins around the sun Earth spins within And earth spins without me Nature dreams joyfully striving to be Earth spins within And earth spins without me Nature dreams joyfully striving to be Earth spins within And earth spins without me Nature dreams joyfully striving to be Earth spins within And earth spins without me Nature dreams joyfully striving to be

about

“Pastimes are past times.”
James Joyce, Finnegans Wake

A park bench still in place ten years after that first kiss. The courage of a queer expat editor in Paris in the 1920s, who first dove into the depths of Joyce’s Ulysses. The fear of light, the beauty of the night, the sprawl of a city that stretches out ahead like an infinity of stars. An afternoon game on September 11. The funeral of a friend who took his own life.

Pastimes is about the shadows the past casts on the present, and accordingly, these twenty tracks gestated over nearly a decade, taking form as voice memos and crude ideas before Italian Luca Lovisetto and American Sam Regan spent a year in Bologna shaping them into a lush, sprawling diary of the two artists’ respective odysseys on either side of the Atlantic.

The calm, sophisticated sound of Pastimes is based on acoustic guitar, Mellotron, and recordings of natural sounds. This record is an organic wonderland, a collection of songs that also creates an environment. On first listen, it’s easy to associate this easygoing sound with every Mediterranean cliché in the book: blue beaches, mountain trails, sprawling vineyards.

But this is a calm filled with voices—not just those of the two artists, who take turns singing and writing verses throughout, but those in their heads. The echoes of past relationships, both fulfilling and superficial. The words of the great writers—Joyce, Shelley, Rushdie, Beckett, Bolaño—whose work is extensively referenced in these songs. The ripples of disasters, traumas, atrocities, and acts of violence.

The album opens with “Montese,” with the promise of “better days ahead,” and ends with “Better Days,” fulfilling that promise with a world that spins both “within and without” the individual. But how can you say better days are ahead when the world is on a one-way line to its own destruction? How can you make yourself feel more alive when the world is dying little by little, piece by piece, just like your own body?

Perhaps the best way to deal with the contradictions presented by life is to embrace them: to take love with hate, truth with lies, ambition with humility, and to accept them as part of the very fabric of being. Opposites attract, and on Pastimes, their gravity is impossible to escape. The best thing you can do is to let yourself be pulled in.
(Daniel Bromfield)

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released September 23, 2022

Music & Lyrics: Sam Regan & Luca Lovisetto

Written and recorded in Bologna between Winter and Spring 2022
Mixed at Polo, Bologna by Baseball Gregg
Mastered at Tastefully Loud, Seattle by Dylan Wall

Cello and strings arrangement: Cristina Muñoz
Double bass: Sergio Mariotti
Hammond organ: Marco Lovisetto
Vocals: Asia Martina Morabito

Artwork by Sam Regan, inspired by Berenice Abbott's portraits of Lucia Joyce
Liner Notes by Daniel Bromfield

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